Love you forever...

Saturday, July 26, 2008

[Back Again...Stronger and Better]

Baby is really cute when she is happy!

Relaxed and Happy Times

Now that we have resolved our differences, life is back to normal!!!:):) Nothing like a heart-to-heart talk to solve all our problems...In fact, I think we have finally made some breakthrough on the same issues that have been plaguing our relationship...So this means, more chapters to continue...the flame of our love continues to burn brightly...=) And I get to continue to enjoy Dear's beautiful smile

I have gotten down to planning my budget le so as to save enough to go overseas...Currently my allowance is $750 + tuition $280...I am going to save $300-$400 every month...so minus insurance...I will only spend $300-$400 a month...Tight but I believe it'll be worth it at the end...Looking forward to the many chapters in our story=)

Love you Dear!

Another Chapter in Our Story...7:59 AM|
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

[Why what how - So many questions]

Things look bleak...

I have always feared the arrival of this day, and somehow it had to come so quickly, so...visibly.

This issue is not the first time that it has happened, but this is the first time that I have regretted so much getting angry...A lot of things I shud have said I did not, and a lot of things I should not have said I did...I admit sometimes she still does not understand why I refuse/cannot to do certain things, but I was wrong to say that she has not changed...I was also wrong to say she did not appreciate me...I did not mean to, but when I tried to say that I truly appreciate and love her, what was her response? "Love me, yah right, shit" and I let anger get the better of me and hurt her in the worst way possible...I know she does appreciate, and she has changed a lot as well...for the better...And I am truly touched...I should not have let this moment of outburst wreck what we had promised to achieve just a month ago...

I realise the reason for my frequent outbursts lately is because I have started to feel insecure...insecure in the fact that I dunno when her next phone call is going to "activate" me at undesirable times...Force me in a difficult situation...I have tried my best to allocate as much free buffer time as possible to cater for any contingency situation...I have cut out all unnecessary activities (saturday basketball, bridge training, army meet ups) because time together for us is at a premium...But it seems that no matter how best we allocate it is never enough...

Maybe it is just me who is the problem...I dun have enough time for her therefore I deem her demands to be excessive and unreasonable? Or am I justified to reject her if I truly cannot make it...I dunno...

But definitely I must do something to make right what I did wrong yesterday...Other things in the future perhaps Fate will show its hand...

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Thursday, July 17, 2008

[First time posting blog in the company]

Haha, this is the first time I am posting blog at work...But now is overtime period and I am not obliged to look at code after 1730 hours...Tiring neh...Tomorrow me and Dear Dear (hmmmzz Dear Dear and I, as an example of good English) are going to watch Dark Knight tomorrow...given 5 stars in i-magazine...quite looking forward to it neh...2 great movies in 2 weeks...at least there is some reprieve from IA...quite busy neh! Dear has been transferred to the warehouse side...also quite busy...Hmmmzz this week plans have been kinda wrecked...because Dear is unable to move in into her new room...But she is coming over to stay...*happy* Looking forward to tomorrow!

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

[After One week of work]

So 1 week of IA has just passed...well it was kinda a hectic week because of the fairly steep learning curve in the company and the fact that my upper-study is leaving this coming Tuesday, meaning I really had to be confident to be on my own...Dear started out quite badly but I guess has gotten used to the timings and pace of working life, which is extremely good...Plus the fact her supervisor often praises her..haha...should be an enjoyable six months if everything goes smoothly...because when you are working, you are assured of a fixed monetary reward (albeit not much for this IA) and that is when one feels the beauty of some form of financial freedom...Of course the minus point is working life is never going to be as exciting as a student's life, with the long working hours which leaves you drained at the end of the day, the structured working hours and job scope, as well as a certain form of mundane when you are in the comfort zone of having enough salary to live comfortably,but never quite having the opportunity to be able to live wealthily...Well, like they say the grass is always greener on the other side...Students want to work, while working adults want to re-live their school days, though for the latter it is not really because of the mundane of life but rather being a student makes them feel young =p

Went to watch Chi Bi with dear on friday...On a scale of 0-5...I rank the show 4.6...for great cinematics, a flowing story with capable actors who live out the characters as closely to the description of them as in the novel Romance of the Three Kingdoms...A good mixture of action, humour and story-telling, and of course, I have to pay tribute to the awesome battle scenes...John Woo has excellled himself 1 again...Keep up the good work and let it continue to Chi Bi 2...Want to post more but it is near Dear's bedtime and she wants to read...Mebbe another time...

Oh and I wanna express my greatest thanks to Dear for bluehall post a picture in the next post...It is essentially a cute little blue cartoon figurine with his left eye blinked and smiling...It will never fail to brighten up my day...Thanks Dear !
*,uackzz* Time for your bed time now Nitez n sweet dreamz=)

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

[Gambate]

Dear Dear has been working very hard for this week wor...She is selling SAFRA packages at Jurong Point! Well, the pay is decent but it's pretty hard work, especially for dear dear who is not used to standing for like half a day...Sorry I wun be here to massage your leg today in hall...but you must take care yourself k? Hope by the time you read this, the pain would have subsided. Love you lots Dear, You really look v zai when u working hard haha...

P.S. Muz tell me if got 50 customers not, I waiting for treat=p

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